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| April sucks lolol.
I love you Wesley. I'm nosey on your Xanga. You're watching ESPN cuz you gay.
I'm sorry you ever felt this way about April, she's obviously a fake bitch.
I know IIII messed up but...I'd never do all that to you. I love youuu.
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| Blah... Yesterday wasn't very fun. It started out well with April and I getting along quite nicely while she was at my house. I can honestly say it was a lot of fun hanging with her and actually not arguing. Which is what we're going to need more of if we're going to make this relationship work. Near the end of the day we started to argue, argue a lot for that matter. Everytime we argue it's about her ex-boyfriend Ben. She's admitted to me before that she realizes that hanging out with him is wrong, and that she's sorry for doing it. So I don't see why she still chooses to do it, if she herself admits that it's wrong. She needs time, I know this. How much time is what I want to know. She hasn't even told him that we go out, which to be honest hurts me more then them hanging out. I realize she has her reasons for what she's doing and she promises me that things will be better. So at the end of the day I'm always fine. It's just when things happen, that's when I hurt.
April and I wouldn't argue at all right now if she'd only do these two things... Stop seeing Ben as she currently does and if she would always tell me the truth. She promised me that she would do both of those. I believe once those two things happen April and I will be happy once again like the old days.
I love you April. Like I said in my previous entry, I'm determined to make this work. I believe you are too, so let's do it.
WRose
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| Hey everyone. Well I've decided to start writing in this once again. To be honest with you, I'm not sure why I ever stopped.
Well my life has been rough these past couple months. I lost the love of my life only to get her back a few days ago. April is the girl for me. I'm not just saying that, I know it. She said it best herself, "Everyone told me to move on and live my life, but I just can't live my life without Wesley." That's exactly how I feel about her. I know it's going to be tough in the beginning here but with time and effort from both of us I know we can make this work. We'll make this time twice as good.
We both have made our mistakes in the past. Mistakes that hurt both of us. I don't think we should neccesarily forget those mistakes, but we should realize the effects they had on one each other and learn from them. April means more to me then anyone or anything in the entire world. She's my future wife, the future mother of my children, my princess, my snoogums, my entire world. I'm determined to make this work. For she completes me, she's the missing puzzle piece to the jigsaw puzzle we like to call life.
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